1. I hate that girl still. And even worse now that she's pregnant. I realize some horrible thing about her that she's actually very tricky. She must be planning for this long time ago. Very right moment to get pregnant. Still earn money enough and can escape from work rearrangement next year. But I can't tell everyone. More than anyone else, I believe I understand her. Just as how she'd planned to get this position. Poor the husband. Doesn't know how bitchy his wife is.
2. Work is fun. But stressful sometimes. Somehow I feel... this is not for me. Even I know that I can do it better than anyone else. But I need money for my small family...
3. I hate my sister. She's turning worse now. More lazy and more moody. Not supposed to be since she's a mother of a son now. Poor my nephew...
4. I love my man. Even sometimes we can find the same language to talk. I hate how he leaves me with my angers. But I guess it's the best way to calm me down. He's working hard to be together. And I simply feel touched. I love the time we can be together, rolling on the bed, tickling each other, talking nonsense and having good laughs. But how to marry a good man? I'm not good enough for him...
5. I want to leave this life... but I can't be irresponsible after I drag him here. Mom won't be able to take this shock either... What should I do?
6. I accidentally read a blog of my friend from 2010. Shocking that she really loved that person even I told her, he only played with her. I shouldn't let her alone... But even with my advice, she still tried to ... /sigh. Poor my stupid friend.
7. I feel the bond between me and my friends broken slowly. We are too busy to take care of each other. I myself get lazy after work too... But I want them back, want us to be close friends long time.
8. Yen called again. I didn't pick up. I think she's about to get married now. Good for her. Hope the one she chooses will take a good care of her, love her and won't take advantages of her rich family.
9. I hate wedding...
10. /sigh... I miss his warm body already...
