Venus and Mars

B: honey, is it too early for u to leave ur country?

D: yeah too early

D: why?

B: it just seems like u need more time there

D: dunno

D: i didnt have much time to prepare for moving

D: but i think it will be a rush

D: my work contract ends in Dec

D: then i will tell them i dont want to renew

D: i will stop at hong kong for some time before i go to vn

B: for how long?

D: maybe 1 week

D: depends how long my family can accomodate my stay

B: i see

D: did you turn crazy lately

B: yeah a bit

D: honey all girls are crazy right

B: i dont know

B: isnt that guys r also crazy

D: only vn guys i think

B: u r crazy too

B: im only afraid that u wont be happy with me

B: i cant stay with u right away

D: i know

D: i'm not a girl i dont need someone with me all the time

B: are you sure about being with me?

D: i dont know, have to go there and see

D: what do you think

B: i dont know

B: right now i just miss you badly

D: that's good, if you dont miss me then maybe we cant be together

B: do you miss me?

D: ya but i'm just less crazy then you

B: -.-

B: im not crazy

D: i dont let it interfere with my work and daily life as much as you

If you want to trust in someone, trust in me...

Being together for this long, and being suffered from distant relationship...

I've learned that if you had no one to trust in at work, if you found out your friends didn't speak the same language with you, if your family couldn't accept your recent behaviors, lean on your man silently.

He might not the sweetest man to speak words you are desperate to hear but he would be the one you make you feel full of life.

Been through of different relationship with different kinds of person. I just realize, it's just not hard but super extremely hard to find your half. The more I've spent time with him, the more I feel secured and loved.

Just 5 more months and I will be proudly announced as w i f e ^.^

I want to trust in you.
And I know I can trust in you.
:)