25 Nov to 2 Dec... that's it?
/sigh..
2010/07/23
2010/07/21
Inspiration
I always have this feeling whenever I listen to jp songs, watch jp movies or read jp books. It is hard to explain, but I am just inspired. It is somehow alike to time I've spent reading our old chat logs. Very light refreshment. It is like I've found the most precious treasure in life.
It's always a pleasure when I can enjoy what I really love.
I know you will say, "Honey, don't read those old talks. They make you crazy again."
But you know what, I will just have to repeat, "I love reading those over and over again, because they make me love you more and they remind me to treasure our moments together."
Suddenly I wish to be more as me, nonsense and hyper...
It's always a pleasure when I can enjoy what I really love.
I know you will say, "Honey, don't read those old talks. They make you crazy again."
But you know what, I will just have to repeat, "I love reading those over and over again, because they make me love you more and they remind me to treasure our moments together."
Suddenly I wish to be more as me, nonsense and hyper...
2010/07/19
Another week...
You are on business trip again... Last 5 o'clock morning call made me so teary to think of being alone for whole week. My heart is getting softer and softer everyday when you are getting further away from me. Everything now is just as I wish. I don't ask for anything more. Can you stay like this all the time? Being understanding yet so caring.
For a week without your voice, I will look at your pictures more often and also, sleep more to dream of us.
I talked to Vivi a bit more this week. Not because of you are not around, don't think of it wrongly. Just because he's been through a heart break.
Others' love stories, some makes me stronger, some gets me weakened. But all of them gives me a same thought, we must love each other a lot.
Take care of yourself and be back to me soon.
Love.
For a week without your voice, I will look at your pictures more often and also, sleep more to dream of us.
I talked to Vivi a bit more this week. Not because of you are not around, don't think of it wrongly. Just because he's been through a heart break.
Others' love stories, some makes me stronger, some gets me weakened. But all of them gives me a same thought, we must love each other a lot.
Take care of yourself and be back to me soon.
Love.
2010/07/17
Flash in the pocket
'Hi Bee,
I hope you have a great birthday and
are able to enjoy another year of
happy memories.
I hope you have a great birthday and
are able to enjoy another year of
happy memories.
Another year older,
another year cuter!
Happy Belated Birthday
Daryl'
2010/07/16
2010/07/14
Air to breathe.
Today I went shopping with my sis and my mom. It was nice when we could spend time together, girls only like that. We went to supermarket then to the mall. My mom and my sis tried different colors on my nails and my face T-T and we went home looking like 3 kids messing up at school, full of inks and dirt.
I haven't had a thought of you, until I am here, in front of the computer. Bad, isn't it? But at least, I think of you less today.
I think of you less for many reasons. I was mad with you yesterday and I decided to have more time away from you. I set time and limits to see what will happen to us. Also, I got good news today from my beloved girl that she would come back to Vietnam within a week. It means, most of my time will be with her just as when she was here with me. I'm excited to know how much she's grown up from living overseas also, how much closed she is still with me. Another good news today I've heard so far, is I may have a chance to work with one of my good friends, good sisters actually. Being busy is always good for me.
Another thing today after dinner, is my CV... I need to write it in Vietnamese T-T. So I can submit it tomorrow.
For all of those reasons, I think of you less and think of me more.
P/S: I got new favorite lip stick today, almost as red as Union Red from Burberry and much cheaper. New eyeliners are cool too. This is the first time my parents and my sis all agree that I look good with eyeliners lol...
I haven't had a thought of you, until I am here, in front of the computer. Bad, isn't it? But at least, I think of you less today.
I think of you less for many reasons. I was mad with you yesterday and I decided to have more time away from you. I set time and limits to see what will happen to us. Also, I got good news today from my beloved girl that she would come back to Vietnam within a week. It means, most of my time will be with her just as when she was here with me. I'm excited to know how much she's grown up from living overseas also, how much closed she is still with me. Another good news today I've heard so far, is I may have a chance to work with one of my good friends, good sisters actually. Being busy is always good for me.
Another thing today after dinner, is my CV... I need to write it in Vietnamese T-T. So I can submit it tomorrow.
For all of those reasons, I think of you less and think of me more.
P/S: I got new favorite lip stick today, almost as red as Union Red from Burberry and much cheaper. New eyeliners are cool too. This is the first time my parents and my sis all agree that I look good with eyeliners lol...
2010/07/13
我们的纪念 - Our Memory
The endless tears,
I've cried a few times again.
幻化沉淀
I transform into a butterfly
and rest on this fallen leaf.
被封化得雪
The snow that was melted by the wind
was buried a thousand years ago.
我用尽一生得 思念
I've exhausted a whole life of yearning
只为等着你出现
just to wait for your appearance.
回忆渐渐都是
Memories,
gradually wither and fall by my side.
换我醒原来 还跳动的画面
I cannot rouse the moving images from before.
就让我留在
Just let me stay on the brink of reincarnation
and wait for a ray of light
looking back in time
我们之间曾经 说过的预言
at the predictions that we've once made.
就让他带走 你的那瞬间
Just let that moment where it took you away
become our memory.
谁能发现我的世界
Who can realise that my world
once had your presence.
2010/07/12
For no reason, just happy together.
Went to watch Twilight Eclipse today. It was perfectly normal to go there alone, except the part, surrounding me were couples; and the couple sat next to me kept kissing each other - even more than kissing scenes on the screen.
It is really a TEEN movie. Not really my type of movie at all, but it is fine to watch one in awhile. Teen movie is always full of romances and spirits of 'I'll do anything for love.' Surprisingly, it can inspire me somehow as well.
I was thinking of you during the movie. And I was glad that you didn't have to watch this movie with me. It must be boring for you. Maybe it would turn out, we could be busy kissing each other as that couple.
This part of Twilight was about Victoria coming back to haunt Bella with new born vampire army. In order to protect Bella, Edward and Jacob had to coordinate. A shaking hand between vampire and werewolf to fight against vampire. Interesting huh. Too bad, not much fighting actions on screen but more of kissing scenes. However, there was one little part I really liked of this movie. It was when Bella explained why she wanted to be transform into vampire with Edward. It was not romantic but really realistic. She knew what she wanted. She wanted to blend in his world, where she believed she belonged to. She wanted to live with him at all cost.
That spirit somehow was yours. After our talk today, I fell like we once again fell in love with each other. Everything was so fresh like just beginning. Finally I could wipe off my sadness and my doubts of us.
Our love is small, it is like a kid who needs lots of care and guidance. It will grow up nicely or not, depends on its nature and our time for it. But I believe we can handle it well. Belief in it, is already a good beginning.
P/S: At the scene that Edward proposed to Bella, he gave her a ring, absolutely romantic then I heard a voice near to me yelling 'That's the fake diamond ring' and the whole theater broke in laughter. That was totally a ruin. She should know, whether it's diamond or not, it is still engagement ring; why stress out a guy with a thought, it must be diamond???? By the way, I laughed when hearing her yelling too, lol..
It is really a TEEN movie. Not really my type of movie at all, but it is fine to watch one in awhile. Teen movie is always full of romances and spirits of 'I'll do anything for love.' Surprisingly, it can inspire me somehow as well.
I was thinking of you during the movie. And I was glad that you didn't have to watch this movie with me. It must be boring for you. Maybe it would turn out, we could be busy kissing each other as that couple.
This part of Twilight was about Victoria coming back to haunt Bella with new born vampire army. In order to protect Bella, Edward and Jacob had to coordinate. A shaking hand between vampire and werewolf to fight against vampire. Interesting huh. Too bad, not much fighting actions on screen but more of kissing scenes. However, there was one little part I really liked of this movie. It was when Bella explained why she wanted to be transform into vampire with Edward. It was not romantic but really realistic. She knew what she wanted. She wanted to blend in his world, where she believed she belonged to. She wanted to live with him at all cost.
That spirit somehow was yours. After our talk today, I fell like we once again fell in love with each other. Everything was so fresh like just beginning. Finally I could wipe off my sadness and my doubts of us.
Our love is small, it is like a kid who needs lots of care and guidance. It will grow up nicely or not, depends on its nature and our time for it. But I believe we can handle it well. Belief in it, is already a good beginning.
P/S: At the scene that Edward proposed to Bella, he gave her a ring, absolutely romantic then I heard a voice near to me yelling 'That's the fake diamond ring' and the whole theater broke in laughter. That was totally a ruin. She should know, whether it's diamond or not, it is still engagement ring; why stress out a guy with a thought, it must be diamond???? By the way, I laughed when hearing her yelling too, lol..
2010/07/10
Many the Nights
My friend told me, 'Out of sight, out of mind'
There is a fact that, you are always out of my sight. However, I've never stopped thinking of you.
In this empty room where the air seems to be frozen, I'm full of our memories. So close but so far. I've longed for your touch. This night, it's so cold when you cannot hold me. It's raining outside, my music turns on loudly but the sound of the rain even more louder.
Our story is like fairy tale? That we met each other from nowhere. That we didn't even know when we fell into this trap. That we didn't even have a proper date. And people still say, our story is like fairy tale.
Today I went out with a guy to the cinema. I wanted to watch 'Knight and Day', but not alone this time. I picked up a name randomly from my friend list, and went out just like that. Same fragrance, same long hair done, just with a different guy. Not a guy I wanted to be with at all. Your advice was not good at all. I should have just go to watch movies alone. Or I will have this sleepless night forever.
Everything's supposed to do together. We have to do it alone; or with someone else. Does it sound like a fairy tale?
I wish you were my knight, who would give up a life to protect me no matter what. And as your princess, I would love to go everywhere with you. Until now, I kept thinking, the best for a princess would be a knight, not a prince.
What could be good about a prince? Prince was born in wealthy family, and had been around with a few princesses. All he had to do was to pick up one among them. Then people would say 'and they live happily ever after'; a boring life.
Knight, in another hand, was completely different. He could be from any kind of family. He could be trained in various ways. He could do many things to get known as a knight. A knight did all of his costs to protect his princess. Just his princess only. And he never asked for a good life with her. If he found luck, she would be married to him. If not, she would be with a prince. And a knight was still in charge of protecting her.
A knight actually was the one who wrote the 'happy ever after' for his princess. Not a prince. But who would want a knight for a life?
My man was not born from a wealthy family. From what I'd known so far, he had to take care of his family since young. From what I'd known so far, he had always worked hard for everything. Silently as a knight, he worked hard to get to me, to give me a life I want. Too bad that he couldn't promise me anything. Too bad that he had so little time for me. Too bad that all I could do was to wait for him day by day. For some days, some months, I could wait. But for some years, could I still wait?
Some months ago, that fact hit into my fragile relationship once. We almost fell out of it then my knight gave me his hand, asked me to hold it tight and gave him another chance to try everything out with me.
This life is so unfair to everyone. Asking us to try our best but never giving a damn. The most fear to me currently is I won't be able to wait longer, until my knight comes and rescues me. I don't want to be with a prince just because my knight is too busy fighting out there.
I want to be fair with my knight. I want him, to be my knight, and my prince some day. Well, if he's getting married to a princess, does it make him a prince?
Until then, everything I have to do alone, or with someone else...
There is a fact that, you are always out of my sight. However, I've never stopped thinking of you.
In this empty room where the air seems to be frozen, I'm full of our memories. So close but so far. I've longed for your touch. This night, it's so cold when you cannot hold me. It's raining outside, my music turns on loudly but the sound of the rain even more louder.
Our story is like fairy tale? That we met each other from nowhere. That we didn't even know when we fell into this trap. That we didn't even have a proper date. And people still say, our story is like fairy tale.
Today I went out with a guy to the cinema. I wanted to watch 'Knight and Day', but not alone this time. I picked up a name randomly from my friend list, and went out just like that. Same fragrance, same long hair done, just with a different guy. Not a guy I wanted to be with at all. Your advice was not good at all. I should have just go to watch movies alone. Or I will have this sleepless night forever.
Everything's supposed to do together. We have to do it alone; or with someone else. Does it sound like a fairy tale?
I wish you were my knight, who would give up a life to protect me no matter what. And as your princess, I would love to go everywhere with you. Until now, I kept thinking, the best for a princess would be a knight, not a prince.
What could be good about a prince? Prince was born in wealthy family, and had been around with a few princesses. All he had to do was to pick up one among them. Then people would say 'and they live happily ever after'; a boring life.
Knight, in another hand, was completely different. He could be from any kind of family. He could be trained in various ways. He could do many things to get known as a knight. A knight did all of his costs to protect his princess. Just his princess only. And he never asked for a good life with her. If he found luck, she would be married to him. If not, she would be with a prince. And a knight was still in charge of protecting her.
A knight actually was the one who wrote the 'happy ever after' for his princess. Not a prince. But who would want a knight for a life?
My man was not born from a wealthy family. From what I'd known so far, he had to take care of his family since young. From what I'd known so far, he had always worked hard for everything. Silently as a knight, he worked hard to get to me, to give me a life I want. Too bad that he couldn't promise me anything. Too bad that he had so little time for me. Too bad that all I could do was to wait for him day by day. For some days, some months, I could wait. But for some years, could I still wait?
Some months ago, that fact hit into my fragile relationship once. We almost fell out of it then my knight gave me his hand, asked me to hold it tight and gave him another chance to try everything out with me.
This life is so unfair to everyone. Asking us to try our best but never giving a damn. The most fear to me currently is I won't be able to wait longer, until my knight comes and rescues me. I don't want to be with a prince just because my knight is too busy fighting out there.
I want to be fair with my knight. I want him, to be my knight, and my prince some day. Well, if he's getting married to a princess, does it make him a prince?
Until then, everything I have to do alone, or with someone else...
2010/07/09
Love is free
Koh said, 'i have this feeling in me, that u 2 are like fairy tale. like those old husband and wife'
/shock
Are we 'that' old honey?
I've had doubts. I've been walking through heavy clouds and foggy season of this relationship. Some has changed, some still remains. Either way, we are still together.
There are limits for things. Take it or leave it for granted is a matter of your abilities.
---/---
Bee: you still want to marry me?
D: yes
Bee: even im crazy?
D: i've been thinking it for a long time
D: everything i'm doing now is to be able to reach that point later
--/---
Love is free and people always have to fight for their freedom :)
/shock
Are we 'that' old honey?
I've had doubts. I've been walking through heavy clouds and foggy season of this relationship. Some has changed, some still remains. Either way, we are still together.
There are limits for things. Take it or leave it for granted is a matter of your abilities.
---/---
Bee: you still want to marry me?
D: yes
Bee: even im crazy?
D: i've been thinking it for a long time
D: everything i'm doing now is to be able to reach that point later
--/---
Love is free and people always have to fight for their freedom :)
2010/07/01
Take a Walk...
"do you feel lost in your place
no one seems to understand your mind
does anyone care to know what is it that troubles you inside
do you feel lonely in your heart though everything seems to be right
take a walk with me away from everything that makes you to cry"
no one seems to understand your mind
does anyone care to know what is it that troubles you inside
do you feel lonely in your heart though everything seems to be right
take a walk with me away from everything that makes you to cry"
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