Yesterday

Maybe I hasn't been serious enough?
Maybe I was coward to ignore the rumors.
I told him lies.
I told you lies.
To hide away my sickness heart.

And then it hurt me badly.

But now, it doesn't matter anymore.

He is still a friend to me in the end.
Someone I used to like.
Lots.

Maybe I need to put more efforts in a relationship.

I'm glad that he's gone now.

I'm glad that I don't feel sad when he ignores me.

I'm glad that my feelings fade away now.

I can put on the smiles.

And stay the same as who I am.

Love the yesterday, even when I has been wrong.

And love today, that I can think straight.