Appreciated what you've given

D: but your mail sounds like you dont trust me anymore
B: then what do you want now
B: i dont know what to do
D: i dont want to give you up or no longer talk
D: i definately didnt want to talk on voice that moment
D: but it doesnt mean i dont want to hear from you
D: i just dont want you to hear me
B: u said dont call you in some months
B: thats what you said
D: i said that's what i need if you want me to forget and try to become like before
D: and you said you would be okay
D: but if you dont think it's okay then i dont want to do it

D: i feel like if we stopped for awhile i can have a chance to keep you around
B: you didnt even ask me what i wanted to do
B: you decided all
D: i was asking
D: i am asking now
D: i only make a decision because i took your silence as feeling uncomfortable
D: that's not what i wanted at all
D: i just really want you to understand why i didn't answer
D: and also to forgive that time

B: what if I wake up and you change your mind again, saying you need to stay away from me
B: i dont know when i can hear from you again
D: i dont want to stay away from you
B: thats what you said last night
D: you said you wanted to be like usual again and i think it would be hard to do that without a long time away
D: when u say usual i take that as you want me to forget everything

B: i told you to focus on your work
D: i thought you were not going to talk to me
B: since when i said so
D: and i had headache
B: i said we would talk when you had time
D: in ur mail it sounds like u r not going to talk to me anymore
B: i said it clearly in my msg
B: not that...
B: i was just trying to say, if you wanted to talk to me then nothing to hold you back
B: only you could stop yourself from talking to me and if it was your choice then I had to agree with it even I didnt want it
B: that's all