It is more than a crush, I know for sure by now. And it is full of uncertainty.
Every time I am with him, it is like a fever that I cannot control by any kind of treatments. I just can tell I want to be with him so badly. It is not only about sex, it is mainly about I feel protected. I am not afraid of saying I love him so many times any more.
Because of his caring, I also want to take care of him.
The only thing I am afraid now is one day, I wake up and I realize, he is not here with me anymore. He will be no longer around to wink at me. I will feel cold again as his arms will not hold my body. I will be so alone...
And if it happens... it will be my fault as I cannot be attractive enough to keep him.
Be closer to me and let your hands hold mine tightly.
Kiss my lips softly but be stronger to keep me around....
Love.
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