Chanson de toile

D: it's hard to forget the past
D: like sometimes when i think of certain things i still remember her
B: i can see that
D: and i guess i want to know if shes okay sometimes
D: but i cant find out because never maintained a friendly relationship
B: but if u can, u still want to be friends after all?
D: actually, i dont really want her to know, i just want to find out if shes okay
D: and how she is doing
D: that's all
B: from the beginning when u first talked to me
B: u mentioned of her many times
D: yeah
D: there were times when i almost did xxx but i couldnt
D: because it's weird i kept remembering about her
D: lol i think i'm crazy, cant have another gf again
B: just u dont want
D: no, it's because when the relationship got closer i ended up thinking the wrong thing
B: wrong thing?
D: hm
D: ya like thinking of another girl
D: shouldnt be like that
B: i see
D: i think i'm ok for just regular friends and having fun but anything else cant do it :(
D: i tried to date a few times but it never went well
D: dont think i can again lol
D: i wish i could sometimes
D: i miss having someone close to talk to
D: some stuff u cant talk about with ur friends
B: its understandable
D: for some reason i can tell u most things
D: as long as not too mcuh of those topics in it haha
B: its because i never give out my opinions
D: i'm pretty lucky to know you
D: cept when you're angry (joke)
D: kekekekkeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
B: maybe later you will have to change your mind
D: i dont think i will change my mind
D: it's hard to find someone who can listen to you
D: dunno if you getting angry though

D: tomorrow i will shop for your present
D: sorry took so long to get any free time
B: its ok
B: im happy when hearing u want to give me some present
B: its ok even u dont give me anything
D: of course, u r one of the few people in my life
D: kekekeke
B: its like ud been with me all day @ my birthday
D: but so far :(
D: i dont know anything about trend
D: that's why my choice for present might be poor
B: hum
B: present is about how u think of ur friend
B: not about trend
D: i wanted something you like to wear often moooooooooo
B: i told u
B: i will use it often if u give it to me
D: but maybe u dont like it